unfound love

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

The search

The very first that a guy wants to know about his girl is her house and no one can just approach the girl and get to know where she lives. Especially when you have just spoken your first few words to her!

He so badly wanted to know where she lived and also wanted to see her silently from the outside taking in each second of her presence into his heart. He found out her address with her telephone number. She was far away, not reachable by foot or cycle. Well, after all which hero would want to walk or cycle or take the third transport, the bus. That is why you should have a friend who has a bike and is always eager to lend it for occasions like this. Its me for him!

It was 7 pm after dinner that he took off in my bike. Filled the tank with petrol to enable him get lost in the city if he didn’t find her place easily! And it was not easy for him because he has hardly driven a bike in the city. No license to drive doest not means no license to Love! The cops don’t matter as long as you don’t do something foolish and moreover he had his Institute identity card which can bail him out of more difficult corners.

It was like driving towards something that was attracting. He didn’t know how he steered the vehicle nor did he know how long he had driven but he could feel her coming close to him. He stopped to ask for directions to reach her faster. He stopped some stranger on the road and asked him. He was shocked with the reply because the stranger seemed to tell him the route to her house for the next 2 kms without missing a single landmark. For a second he thought the stranger was living just near her house! With his heart beat functioning as the horn to move other vehicles aside, he finally reached her house.

It was a flat with not many houses. He spotted her balcony and her study. Though he could not see her, he could feel her. He could feel her movements inside her house and may be did he hear her breathe?! I don’t know how long he stood outside feeling his love for her, but he returned the bike next day at college with a glow in his face!
posted by prasanna venkatesh at 1:40 AM 4 comments

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Memories of Us

Since i started to write, let me pretend that I am going to write regularly and so goes this piece!

The best part in love and friendship is the endless gossip we have had. Me and he have chatted endless into the night on numerous group study ocassions over things that were either possible or impossible and we used to plan on how to win her parents attention and finally get her!! Most of the ideas were rolling-on-the-ground- laughable ones and we can never forget any!!

one such idea : He was supposed to take a scooter to her house and then pull the air from the tyres. Then he would push it for sometime and get soaked in sweat. With all the sweating, he should park the scooter in front of her house and then ring her bell. Her father would open the door. He introduces himself to her dad and tell that his scooter tyres are damaged and that he is very tired from pushing it! And then he would ask...

Uncle.. can i have your daughter?!
I mean..err... some water!!

We used to pull his legs with these lines every time we got an opportunity!

Yet another crazy incident which was very daring!

He had to give a give a seminar in our class about Binary computers. The problem with him is that, he is too sincere. The professor who gave him the responsibililty was a funny guy ( I need a seperate blog to write about the prof! ) and he came and sat down in his place when he proceeded to take the seminar. I and my gang were sitting in the last bench in the seminar room and just before our row was our professor. After making a lot of funny faces behind the prof's back, we tried to follow our dear friends seminar. He was making the whole class cry. We would have better endured our prof's lecture!! He got into the teacher mood and started to dictate notes and give us problems to work out!

How long can a group of innocent students be butchered by a fellow classmate?! So, it was time for action! We took a nice clean A4 sheet. Wrote in bold and big letters " I love you... SHE " and we were holding it up from the last bench above our prof's head! That was enough to trickle down his class taking and dictation. We could see his cheeks going red from blushing and he started to smile suddenly! The prof decided that he was losing interest and concentration in giving the seminar and promptly launched into his lecture. His lecture instantly put us to sleep and we spend the rest of the class happily dreaming!

Watch out for the next episode : He finds her house !! :) Stay tuned !!
posted by prasanna venkatesh at 1:58 AM 3 comments

Monday, July 16, 2007

Here goes again

Its been a long time again. I think am being an observer and assimilating things. But the truth is that there are so many things that words fail to express. I dont want bad feelings due to the miscommunications through words.

Yet again, i am finding reasons to justify why I didnt write. The truth is that, since the sitation is beyond happiness, I am soaking in the happiness and not concentrating on writing. But yeah, I have to make the happiness write atleast!!

It been another 6 months. And the following months are going to be very different. It like subjecting your love to tests of distance and work. I can feel his anxious last month home and the urge to communicate more with her. The more he speaks, he more he wants to. The more she listens to him, the more she wants him to speak. They are going to different places on a mission. The mission luckly being the same! To get settled soon!

The most beautiful thing between them is the understanding. I guess it more due to respect they have for eachother. He is comfortable with her silence too. And when the silence is broken after a long time, its yet another feeling that is out of the world. Makes every second he waited worth!

Well, there are a lot more things i would like to write.. but then.. I need to allows the suspence to flow too!! Ahem.. the truth is that am a bit displaced in my current position and once i get back, there is no stopping!!!

until then...!!! ( Hopefully not another 6 months !! )
posted by prasanna venkatesh at 2:15 AM 4 comments